Kate - that was a wonderful poem, hun. It rings so true. It's too easy to turn inward and become isolated, so I'm glad you and DH are talking to a counselor and that you're here with us. This is such a hard thing to bear alone and you just don't have to. There are so many of us (too many) who understand and are here to support you. Big hugs sweetie. You are not alone.

Dory - I should be hearing back from the RI in about 2 weeks (no set date yet - just waiting for test results). FX that she comes up with something, otherwise we're going to stop TTC. No point continuing when we just keep losing them. I think she has something in mind, though, since she already sent me home with the Lovenox 'home kit'. BTW - is your kitty home yet? Have the treatments been successful? FX for your furbaby. I would be a mess if I had to be seperated from mine for that long, but I'm sure I could do it for their health's sake.

AFM- Kinda nervous about the surgery tomorrow. Hate needles and REALLY tired of being poked. Thanks for everyone's well-wishes. I'll write back to let you know how it goes as soon as I'm recovered. DH says I was pretty goofy for a few days after the last one (medication and all). I don't quite remember it that way, but if my next post doesn't make any sense, then at least you'll know why!

Love and Hugs to everyone!