Deb it just seemed to sort itself out this cycle. My plan was to wait & see what this one did & then if it was the same as the last one then I would do something about it for the next one.

Spring we have just moved house & in this one I have made a garden for our two angel boys ~ Alex & Thomas ~ I bought a rose called "Heaven Scent" it is a beautiful bluey/pink colour & has the most gorgeous perfume to it & it has already given us 5 blooms & it has only been in the ground a few months, but we are lucky & have a small rainwater tank (which we would never drink out of) so I use that to water our plants. But it is amazing how much peace it has given me setting up this small garden & knowing it is for my boys. We also have a solar light that changes colour & I felt it was appropriate as it reminds me of rainbows & I fell that they are very closely associated with the losses of both my boys (some will know my story & reasons behind that) & we also have two angel statues in there. One bought especially for each of our boys. You will find exactly what you are looking for I'm sure. Sending you big hugs.