Mel & Lynn - Yep, I put her in my sig....it was, strangely, quite hard to do. I went in to do it so many times and then I just went back and deleted it. I don't know why, I guess putting it down there in writing makes it so real..I don't know. Thanks for all being so understanding. Oh, and I know a few of you have asked her name, and I have sort of ignored the question, it's hard to even say it to myself sometimes, it just makes me so sad. Her name is Asha, it was a name we had picked out as soon as we knew we were having a little girl.