Thanks Gigi1

I have been quite emotional since the weekend, which is easy to put down to PMS now, but looking back on it I was an emotional, moody cow! Yesterday and today I have been very teary and doing quite a bit of comfort eating of chocolate, which so unlike me. I think part of it is hormonal but also because it was this time last year we found out I was pg and it meant the beginning of what should have been good things for us, which have turned out to be difficult memories. Even showing my neighbours, who are lovely and treat us like part of their family, our wedding photos was very hard. It took me back to a time when I was pg still and we had such hope and love and were so happy. But then a few weeks later it all turned bad. I am hoping that next year brings good things for us; it is about the only thing that is keeping me going at the moment. And to make things worse DH is away for work just when I need him around to hold me.

Anyway, thanks for understanding. I hope for lots of good things for you and all the ladies here who have all had such a painful journey so far

oxo