Morning Ladies

Kate - I am so glad you were able to find a new FS so fast and so far you are more confident with her your post definatly does sound positive. Sadly, with childless mothers I have started to see what we all have in common is the "obsession" to concieve is incredible. I know I have had to step back a few times, as stressing will get me no where. All the best for this month, I am hoping this is a good tracking month for you. Please dont be too sad about not going to her first, hindsight is a rotten thing. Even though I know we all carry it.

Powelly - GL on the test results.

Beata - I too will neer be the same person I was before losing Matthew. Little things seem so insignificant now. For example, the morning I went in to labour, it was a slow progress, and instead of stressing everyone out I went about getting my youngest ready for school. Now, I cant believe how stressed I was about it, but I growled at him several times for using the FULL FLUSH on the toilet when going for a pee. Can you believe that??? Telling him about how high the water bill was this quater. My My. For some reason THAT sticks in my head, he didnt know I was in labour. (he is a worrier). I am almost ashamed I was like that before Februrary, but now, you know what??? I really couldnt care less. Life is far too short, and you never know what tomorrow brings. Things that change your life in an instant.

tashybabe - I hope you get results before Christmas. Fx for you. If it helps at all I am doing my OPKs and my temps at 4pm. Also making sure it is a resting temp. If I did it in the morning I would be in the mid 40s I am sure. HAHA hubby is an oven. OK in winter but come summer.... OMG

GiGi - I hope things are well with you. I know you have been off and about. But I am thinking of you.

AFM - wow as I am typing this I have just had my first coffee for the day and now I feel like vomiting it up.... Anyway, D Day today, AF due to come knocking. My temps did dip down to 36.9 on 8dpo but then slowly started rising again back to 37.6 last night 12dpo. I am reading my body very closly and maybe I shouldnt. But I cant help it. A few days ago the negativity started creeping in about this month. Now I am back on the fence about it. I have an awfull coppery taste in my mouth, that I have never had before. OH I forgot to mention, I have been using the cheapo Pregnancy tests that I got from Ebay. My friend is starting to think they might be faulty??? as they keep showing Whats your thoughts?

I have my second appointment with the phsycologist today. I am skepical about the process, but I am going with the flow for now. Thank you Tashybabe for directing me to the birth trauma section. There is so much in this forum I have not even seen and I thought I had delved pretty deep while I was lurking. I did a bit of a lurk through there, I will have a better look shortly.

Anyway fx everyone in the hope that AF stays away. I am sick of the sight of her, a break of about 9 months would be nice.

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