Hi all. I'm still around. Will bbl to respond better. It's 5pm and I just got out of bed. Had no sleep last night at all and ended up taking a Temazapan this morning. I thought I was getting better. I can only assume it's the lead up to J's EDD. Though I'm sure he'd have been born by now. Maybe if he had been healthy I'd be holding a living baby by now.

Sorry for the me post. Not coping. Again.