Thats why I feel such a failure. Not only did I fail Annabelle and she died inside me but after 12 hrs labour my body would not co-operate and get past 3cms. I was on the verge of uterine rupture due to the strength of the ctx so I had to go to theatre. I had a full GA. After 12 hrs I just could not stand the thought of any more.
I'm in a hard place right now so hence my quietness.
back when I am more together
Judy

BTW Jo, I have fingers crossed for your BFP.