Hi girls, well I just need to vent so just ignore me if you feel like it, I understand.

Well DH called earlier and said that his mum had called him. She asked if it would be ok to call me. Why she didn't just call me I will never know. It says to me that she knows she is in the wrong. What, so now that I am pregnant you want something to do with me????? Didn't I predict that she would kick into MIL of the year mode.

Well DH thought it was a good opportunity and told her how upset I was with her for basically falling off the face of the planet for the last 5 1/2 months. Apparently she got on the defensive and said 'well maybe some people don't know what to say'. WTF, stop thinking about yourself you self centered dim wit ..... It has been almost 6 months, to much time has passed for you to try to disguise your absence with some pathetic poor me excuses. I told DH I didn't want to talk to her and then I decided, why should I keep this inside. I was going to be polite but truthful about how I feel when she called. Well surprise surprise, it is 8.30pm and no call. I should have known. It would have made her too uncomfortable to actually own up to the fact that she has totally abandoned her son and DIL not to mention her grandson.

I am about to write a email to her. I just can't be bothered talking to her if she doesn't call tonight. I consider myself to be a fairly easy going and forgiving person, but being a cowardly self centered person doesn't rate very highly in my book.

Sorry for going on and on, my heart is racing and I just needed to vent.

I'll be back once I have written to her.

Luv Spring