Jo - how frustrating! Can you go elsewhere and get another opinion? I hope it isn't anything too bad.

Auntie M - I'm sorry that your friend didn't tell you about her pg. Like you said, perhaps she was trying to protect you. I know what you mean about losing friends. I feel like some of my friends have put me in the too hard basket. Some of them are close friends that I thought would stick by me through thick and thin but I guess something like this shows you who your real friends are. Happy 3rd month Birthday to Yeti. I know how hard these dates are and my thoughts are with you and your DH. And remember, don't ever apologise for venting, that is what we are here for

Mel - we can always rely on you to make us smile Vanilla Ice - too funny! I know all the words to his song too - how sad! I got a S&K box too. I bought the car magnet but DH won't let me put it on there (ruins the car or something ) so it is on the fridge!

Bailey - I can understand your fear of the doppler. I am scared of u/s. Perhaps instead of having a doppler reading ask for an u/s this way you will be able to see the heartbeat. I don't know if they can pick up a heartbeat on a doppler this early anyway. I could be wrong, Deb would know When I had my scan (dildo cam!) on Tuesday I wouldn't look at the screen. My FS eventually said it is ok, everything is ok. So I looked and saw my cute little blob with a hearbeat. I burst into tears immediately because I remember seeing Cooper on the screen and it just brought back so many memories. Sounds like your m/s is easing. Mine is just starting. Last night was terrible! But good!!

Klee - great to hear from you. Not long now and you will be home. How did you go last Sunday with Phoebe's 5 month birthday. I was thinking of you and little Phoebe

Nat - well it is all systems go for the catch up on sunday. I will email all you chicks to let you know the details. Can't wait!

Deb - how are you feeling today? I hope that migrane has gone. I too am stressing about my scan on Monday. Hopefully we will both have great news Monday afternoon.

Well Monday is going to be a big day for me. I have my scan at the hospital on Monday afternon. I am so scared about walking back into that hospital, but I must overcome that fear............one step at a time and I can do it. To keep my mind of things, I am having lunch with Phill Kearns on Monday. For those of you that don't know who he is, he used to play Rugby Union for Australia. My dad won the lunch with him through an auction at the Stillbirth Foundation Ball. My older sister loves him so my dad bid for her. She is coming down from Brisbane this weekend so the three of us will do lunch with Phill - how exciting!

Well I am off to clean the house and do the washing - what fun!