Aunty M - I am so sorry you have been having a rough time (but glad I could put a smile on your dial ). I am also sorry your friend didnt tell you about her being pregnant, while I am sure she had the best intentions those things do make you feel like a "lepor". As Lynn said, I often feel like I have been put in the too hard basket, and I think its because people are scared of us - scared of our emotions, our pain and more importantly scared of confronting their own emotions. And finally, you are not a depressed sad person - you are a woman grieving the loss of your son, grief has many ups and downs and different stages and it is completely normal for you to feel everyone of them :hugs:

Klee - Glad to hear you are doing ok. Looking forward to coming home? You can definitely buy some S&K stuff. When are you back? We will have to catch up for a coffee and you can tell me all about your break (when you are over the jet lag and settled in of course).

Jo - LOL I was feeling my age when I thought about it too, that was a whole lifetime ago - hence the reason I feel like such a sad case for remembering the words That seems pretty poor about DH's visit to the dr, it sounds like they should be doing some tests and making sure they know exactly what the problem is before dismissing it all and sending him on his way, I agree with Lynn get a 2nd opinion. Even if it means you have to travel to the closest major town near you. I dont know what his symptoms are but if doesnt sound like something you just wanna let go. I hope you (and more importantly your DH) can get some answers.

Lynn - Thank you for making me NOT be the only sad case here by also knowing those lyrics (if you can call them that) I will be keeping everything crossed for some great results on Monday Your lunch date sounds fantastic, and your sis is coming from Brissy for it as well which is just an added bonus. Did you get really excited when you got your S&K box? I did and wondered if I needed to get a life

Bailey - How is your movie day with DS going? Hope Faith is being good to Mumma.

Spring - How you feeling? You have been quiet, hope all is ok. I will give you a call later.

Hi to everyone else, hope you are all good.

I have taken a sickie today - just couldnt be bothered going to work, I woke up and felt like I hadnt slept even though I had had 7hrs of sleep. Ended up waking up at 11.30! But I feel really crappy now, bad headache and just in general yuk.

So looks like I am hanging around here for the day!