Thank you everyone for your birthday wishes. It was a tougher day than I had thought it would be....................nearly over. I managed to pull myself out of bed around 11 when my mum rang the door bell. I don't know how to describe how I am feeling, it is so hard. Well I changed my sig (not sure I can get used to it!)

I had my BT to check my prog levels so I will find out tomorrow what they are. I'm 9dpo so I am waiting for af to arrive any day but at the same time stocked up on pg tests! Don't know why, I know there isn't really a chance this month, but thought I would test just for the fun of it.

Mel - I have been thinking about you and Nicholas all day. I hope you are holding up ok. I know today would have been a hard day. I sat here reading your poem crying, it is absolutely beautiful. Nicholas is a very special boy because he has a wonderful mummy. I'm sorry that af arrived yesterday and I hope she is treating you ok. I hope your DH is ok and will be thinking of you guys on Thursday. I'm sure everything will be fine. You are such a strong person and this is another hurdle that I know you will get over. It isn't fair that these hurdles are put in front of you all the time but I know you will get over them time and time again. Sending you the biggest

Bailey - I have been thinking of you and Asha today. I hope you are doing ok. I'm sorry that the wicked witch arrived, I hope she is being kind. Take care :hugs:

Nat - thanks for your call today, sorry I missed you. I will give you a call tomorrow.

Spring - how are you going today? I have been thinking about you and lil Spring today. I hope your boys didn't keep you up all night barking. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and I hope you have a nice day with DH. It will be great to see him.

Today has been a very emotional day for many of us, so I think we need a big one of these

Luv & hugs
Lynn
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