thanks everyone for the support and being so caring...

I just couldnt do it anymore, so Ryley is on formula full time now he is like a different baby I had so much guilt and crying and feeling like ive failed as a mum from c sections and faled attempts of breastfeeding.

However I feel alot happier today about things cause he is sleeping like a normal newborn now is much more settled, so am I, and the whole house is happier all round. Now I can get on with bein a good mum and not a stressed out panicky yelling mummy things are really good now.

now im getting pain in my boobies from trying to dry up my sudden mountains of milk! ouchies! I will get there though.
thanks again