Hey girls...

RANT ALERT!!!!! RANT ALERT!!!!!

MMMM I went to see the haematologist yesturday and I have to change to Warfaren (Tablet) BUT and there is a HUGE BUTT! to transfer over I have to take a little amount to get it into my system WHILE taking the injections (which hurt ever so much) and tomoro morning have to get a blood test to see wether the tablets are working and then will have to keep having BT until the tablets get into my system at the right level! THEN in 6 weeks I have to have ANOTHER CT scan which was TOTALLY horrible last time cause they put u on a drip which they inject INK into and it really hurts and last time it made me vomit! ALSO that day I have to saty in hosital and get HEAPS of BTs that day!IM SO NOT HAPPY cause if the tablets work on me I will probly keep on them for another 6wks after the first 6wks and then have another CT scan and will have to have HEAPS more BTs incase the Clot comes back !!!!

WHY ME! (And DD LOL) ITS NOT FAIR! I just keep thinking If I didnt get pregnant I WOULDNT of got a stupid BLOOD CLOT but if I DIDNT get pregnant I wouldnt have my gorgeous good little girl... Its just so hard cause Im just SO damn sick of these injections but I HATE BTs and to have to have another canula drip put in me with another Ct scan is SO over welming... Sorry I just really needed to get that out cause Every time i think about it my eyes well up with tears cause I just cant cope with it any more! I just dont understand why it happend to me!?...

Sorry... xoxo