Hi Everyone!!

Ok so I made it here yesterday, but I didnt get a chance to post. Typical!

We had a horror night last night. This seperation anxiety stuff is driving me up the wall. Jasmine hates everyone but me (ok that I kinda like LOL) but if I leave the room, to go to the toilet.... its all on. She follows me of course, which I dont mind, but sometimes I am just jack of it. However, what she is doing now, is if she cant see Mummy when she rolls over in her sleep and opens up her eyes, she gets completely hysterical, stands up and absolutely screams her lungs out MUMMMMMYYYY MUM MUMMA! It kills me because she sleeps in our room, and I am literally only one and a half steps away from the cot, so she can see me, its just that Im not moving, and its dark of course! Anyway last night, it was every 45 minutes! Of course I always jump right up and rock her back to sleep, whatever it takes, but I was sooooo tired this morning. Maybe I should post about it in GP thread and see how others got through it?

Anyway Im very excited, Im going to see the Rogue Traders this Saturday night, and then going out afterwards and were actually going to stay in the city @ the Park Hyatt, so I wont be picking Jasmine up until the next morning! It wont be a whole 24 hours, but still I feel so bad. I wonder if I will be able to have fun without feeling like a bad mother? My mum slipped up and told me about the overnight babysitting, it was supposed to be a surprise, just so I could get a good rest in general. So anyway Im kind of glad I knew, I know no one could have gotten Jasmine ready (food wise, clothes, toys and milk etc) other than me! But yeah should be fun. Its not far, but atleast I wont be staring at my own walls for a change!

Meg Congratulations on the sale! Im so happy for you. You sure will be busy. I hope we dont lose you for long, youre like the rock of December buddies! YAY on Coco crawling! How exciting. One great thing about moving is that she wont have much to get into for a while! Everything will be packed up! Im glad Tim has time off work to help out. Im so over the moon for you all. I hope you leave your neighbours with a special gift that they always remember. Perhaps a very loud going away party? Btw your pictures are sooooo gorgeous. Please tell me what kind of camera you have? I MUST have it. I just love all your pics, theyre soooo great!

Beck I dont know if Ive said so or not but Maddy looked so great in her little Canada outfit. I love her photos, she is so pretty! Well done on getting your licence. I notice you are not around much now LOL! WTG on the gym work too. Im so fat now I think I would have to go to a special class at the gym! If it helps any, I have a daytime sleep bed for Jasmine. I never put her in the cot during the day, so that way she knows when she is in the cot, its sleep time and I will see her in the morning (usually) So maybe if you find an alternate place for Maddy to sleep during the day for a while? I dont know, but I hope it works out for you soon.

Sarajo Great to see you! Sorry to hear that Abby is sick! I hope she gets better soon. She is just so beautiful. I cant get over her hair! There is so much of it! Such a pretty girl! You are sounding so happy these days. Im so pleased for you! The pink car I have for Jasmine is actually a walker / rocker thing. I dont know how the rocker part works, but if you lift something up she can rock forwards and backwards, I just dont know what that thing is! She only walks backwards in it or goes in circles, and is more interested in beeping the horn and pressing the buttons that make car sounds! I admit I only put her in it when I need to cook or Im busy in the kitchen. I get so worried that Im going to drop something hot on her or shes going to touch the oven etc so I pop her in the car! I bought some gates yesterday to put between the arch and the doorway between the living room, but I dont think I can bring myself to put them up. They make her look like a caged animal!

Melly WOW I love Logans pics! What a stunning little man he is! He has such a great face! Those photos are really really nice! Are you on school holidays now or do you work right through? I dont know if I said so but really well done on your great results! You are so inspirational!!

Renee Congrats on Marnie crawling! What a gorgeous little girl she is! You know why womens and babies products are more expensive than anything else? Because in general, men dont need them. Im not a feminist, but I swear if men HAD to use tampons/pads every month... they would be like $1.50 for 100! And I think it was you who asked me, but yes Jasmines photos were professionally done by Bubs in Character. Im glad you liked them, thankyou!

Tiggy I almost cried when I saw Ivy and Noah!! I love their little faces! They have just grown up so much. You can see their personalities in their own little faces! I think theyre so beautiful. The bath shot is definitely priceless!

Rach HELLO! Ive missed you! Good to hear Hannah is well. 6 teeth!!! Thats great! Jasmine has 4, which Im a little worried about because unless she has her mouth in a certain position or completely open, you can barely see them, even though they are fully up? I dont know, they must still be hurting her because she constantly sucks her lips over them all the time. Stress. I wish the next ones would come through, I hate seeing the lumps and just waiting! I love that Hannah loves books, so cute!!

Dani I like the name your friend called her baby. Unusual spelling! I would never have thought of spelling it like that, but Im in love with that name! Im glad to hear she is well though!

Ohhh Im getting tired now LOL I think I might go have a quick nap before Jasmine gets up.

You can see in my post I started off with lots to say, but I started to slow down and now Im almost at a stop! pmsl

Hope I didnt miss anyone or anything. I will be back later on anyway!!!!