Nic - yeh was my bday yesterday it was pretty quiet as everyone was either on holidays or back at work. but mum took me out so that was nice,

And at last Ash got to meet his daddy!! it was sooooo good i almost cried! he was so all over him and asked for cuddles and it was just perfect! i was soooo afraid it would go bad and he wouldnt want to be there! so that was the best birthday presant i could ask for!!

Well today is first day on my own, mums back to work so hoping all goes well, ive managed to get him down this morning for a sleep after a horrid night with wind as i forgot to give the drops to him so thats good i can do some bits this morning.

Does anyone have a shower whilst there bubs is sleeping??? im so worried if i do and he wakes up ill jump out the shower wet and be stuck naked for the rest of the day trying to get him back to sleep LOL i hate putting him down to cry whilst i do things, hes a real screamer and makes his face red as a tomato!! i hate it, he has even started to have tears now other wise ill have to wait for tonight wen mum gets home....