no sleep really for me. Ashlyn has been so unsettled last night and today. she's sleeping in my arms now. Everytime i put her down, 10min later she is whinging. I have really felt like a cow today and i feel like dp is not being appreciative of everything i am doing. (sigh). A thankyou would go a long way.

I did ring family assistance with Ash in my arms. At least that is half done now.

I cooked a meal and burnt it a little bit as I was distracted on the phone and by Ash and DP said I shouldnt cook if im going to burn the food, but then whinged that i hadnt packed anything for his lunch/dinner. Just becaue he is having a bad day he feels he has to take it out on me. I dont take mine out on him as I dont want to fight. I am to tired and fragile to fight.

Meanwhile, he went to the driving range this morning to hit a few balls and also went to the gym for half an hour. Sorry for the vent about DP but i dont think he realises how much hard work it is. Think I might talk to his sister about it.

Hope you girls are having a good day. I might go for a walk down to the shops with Ash and get a couple of things. Be good to get out of the house and Nai all that exercise you have done today has inspired me.