hi there girls

i've been extremely busy of late.

We are struggling to find a property and i have hit panic mode a little, yet i am determined not to live in a crap hole.

Brodie - what can i really say?? - nothing new there really - still being a pain in the butt - but he has a cold now so i can't be too horrible (even if i wanted to)

We went to the Paeds today - we are off to have physio on the 29th August - i charmed to girl on the phone so i got a pretty quick appointment, especially as i have somehow landed in the right circle and have managed to hook up with the only Paed in the area to bulk bill and he works out of the public hospital - so atleast i am having some financial relief on that part (it's all covered by Medicare) - God knows we need it....but then again don't we all.

Other than that we discussed a heap of stuff today and he agrees that i need to contact my local clinic for some help - he's very down to earth and so am i, so i just have to cop what he says on the chin - sometimes it's not what i want to hear but it still needs to be said - saying that, he tells me I'm doing a great job with BJ and that I should feel good about myself and not worry so much - he told me he'll worry for me when neccesary - at the moment he thinks BJ is going through a crap phase and we just need to address a couple issues - in particular his laziness and bad attitude - but these things will obvioulsy need to be dealt with over a period of time - but it's good to know that he's not actually worried just helping point us both in the right direction - plus i know he's got a crush on me - so not my type and a bit to crusty around the edges but it's good to have that little bit of power

so at the moment trying to stay positive and away from negativety so that i can keep my head clear - I'm taking each day one at a time and i have discovered a great cask wine (shudder to think - LOL) so hoping the grey sky will clear soon enough - having said that - the sun plays a very big part in my mood and I'm just loving this gorgeous sunny weather lately - it's helped a lot.

sorry for the selfish post - but just wanted to give a quick update.

thanks for all worrying about us - it helps to know that i'm not going insane alone


Tam - yeeha on the + - i cannot believe you and Sal are so gain already - good on you - you and dh make beatiful babies

Sal - time is starting to slip by already - look at your ticker - less than 200 days :eek: be careful and look after yourself OK - give miles a cuddle - he's so freakn cute - i love his pics - and yes i promise i will upload some of Brodie soon

Julie - Hi - thanks for asking about us - give Clarrie a cuddle also

Geez - get the feeling i've had a glass of wine??- LOL - no just trying to stay positive - let's hope i can keep it up


BY THE WAY - LISA ARE YOU OUT THERE??
ciao