Hi Everyone,

Jo - YAY how good it is to see you!!! Hopefully we will hear from you more soon.
Glad to hear Bridieboo is doing so well.

Well I am peeeeeeeeeeeeeved off something chronic. I just went to go and apply online through VTAC and my farkin computer wont show the pop ups so it wont let me proceed. I was going in to see what I needed to have ready so I can apply and get it over with..but nooooooooo it wont work. Frig it all to hell. I give up!!!

I have had the worst day ever. Sorry. I am just really angry and agitated right now. I woke up and didnt even have to get out of bed for it to be the worst day. I woke up to a screaming household. Literally. DH yelling at Tyra, Tyra yelling at DH and Kobi screaming on the loungeroom floor. So that was me done and it wasnt even 8am. My house is trashed and In the mood I am in I feel like trashing it more! I am just feeling horrible and rotten and really dont know how to fix it.
I always keep coming back to this recurring feeling and its starting to worry me. I know Kobi isnt sleeping well at all and is very high maintenance (always needing constant attention and wanting to be held). Its just all getting a bit much. I really dont know what I want or how to fix things. I dont know that anything will make it feel better right now to be honest.
Short of miracles happening and Kobi sleeps through...my house is miraculously clean, my applications go through and I am actually happy for once!!!

Anyway..sorry for the selfish post with no personals. I just wanted to vent.
Thanks for listening.