We were dicussin things, and thngs went downhill after he stared telling me the house looked like sh*t. Then after he helped put the kids to bed, i said "I'd like some time to myself this weekend" which gave him the option of picking a time - im not fussed!! But he said "i think im pretty much busy all weekend, you wanted the kids, well you've got them. Im still washing dishes with one hand, i have to, otherwise they dont get done! But i got water in my cast the other day, and it smells now... hopefully will get it off next eek. But my DR said its a pretty bad break in an unusual spot, so im not surprised my cast has been on 8 week this friday...

If he doesnt start helping me, im going to tell him that he cant come around every night when he feels like it, he has to draw up a sheet of the nights and plan properly. Im being pretty flexible - im even still cooking dinner for him!! Just so it seems a little more normal for thekids - they see daddy after work and until bedtime.) But if XH's not going to be around whats the point of trying like that anymore??

I have a headache i cannot shake, and i feel like crying all the time for no reason...

i honestly feel like im going insane already...