Sorry girls for leaving you all alone but our phone lines went down once again on Sunday afternnon, we were expecting another 2 - 3 week wait like the previous 3 times before Telstra even looks at it but miracles do happen (afterall I should know!!!!) and 2 days later our lines are back up and running.

You know what Shannon - I was told by a mother of a 5 month old girl last week that Matthew was so tiny :shock: um hello I think she had the wrong child LOL Yes he is pretty big.

Oh no Shannon - sounds like you need lots of hugs. Oh no @ Brielle not wanting to open her mouth for the dentist OMG @ it costing you $3K. So sorry to hear the sale of the house has fallen through, hopefully there will be someone wanting it very soon. Any sign of AF on her way?

Belinda - Glad the m/s isn`t too bad for you at the moment.

Why are twins coming out of the woodwork where I`m concerned ](*,) Had to look after a set of twins at work last week then today another set come in, it`s as if they are there to remind me what I`m missing out on, I don`t need that reminder, it`s with me everyday, I don`t think a day has gone by yet without me thinking of loosing one of my twins. Bumped into a lady who I hadn`t seen since I was 6 weeks pregnant with Matthew, she thought Matthew was beautiful then asked me if I was planning on anymore, when I told her I`m just over 18 weeks she made the comment I`ve been waiting for - Oh your so tiny, I do seem to be smaller at this stage then I was with Matthew, perhaps it`s a sign it`s going to be a small baby or average would do.

Do you girls have trouble remembering how small our babies were? I look back on photos of Matthew and wonder was he ever that small, they grow so quickly and now telling people he`s 10 months on Friday feels like I`m the Mother of an old baby IYKWIM

Matthew`s had a big day and has just fallen asleep now, I hope he doesn`t sleep for too long otherwise he`ll never want to go to bed tonight.