As for the 1st Birthdays - I`m in denial that my boy is nearly 12 months [-( We`re having family which will be my Dad, Mark`s Mum, sister and her 6 children plus Alister and Michael, we`ll be doing a BBQ with a Number one cake and maybe hiring a jumping castle. Matthew`s loves blocks and the fisher price people at work so will probably be buying him those two things plus a few other things. I`ve asked my Dad if he wanted to buy Matthew a bike, so he`s buying him that.

Belinda - Have fun at your Mum`s place, how`s Mason and Luke in the car on long trips, Matthew just sleeps most of the time. LOL @ nearly buying another test and at Mason wearing 3/4 pants, Matthew wears a size 00 pants - his only size 00 he still fits into but they are around his knees now but still fit him in the waist so they are now shorts LOL

Shannon - Hugs to you, life doesn`t sound that great for you atm, I hope it brightens up soon for you or after the MRI, you must be so worried no wonder you have your down days and your certainly allowed them, I wish you all the best of luck. Hope the girls had fun with Nana.