boomba : I try to get him t attach once or twice aday he does attach for a few minutes or so but then pulls away... nothing still up till sat I was leaking all the time now I am not leaking at all either who the flip knows, the fluid retention is getting worse my entire legs are tingling like I have pins and needles same with my arms and my belly is swollen as well much like the days following birth anyway see CHN tomorrow so will ask her and see if she thinks a visit to dr is worth it, we only have locums out here

AF Luke its going to be a long night me thinks he has been fed changed bathed he has poo'd burped farted yet he is still unsettled he is sleeping ATM thank god I just got up from laying down with him for past hr... to find jase has done nothing except eat dinner and feed animals hasn't even put away leftovers, so I best get up wash up do bottles have shower and pray luke sleeps while I do