I am going to go mental today, did so well yesterday..then had nice sleep in with the boys and it all went down hill from there, Luke has only just gone down he has been awake since just after 8.15am he has dozed off a couple of times but maybe 10min max Jack has been driving me batty he is bored and out of soughts because he can't have all my attention ... and we are housebound as I can't drive till I see OB

I seriosuly have done nothing today except wash bottles and that had to be done as I was running out, luke screamed while I was doing this but had no choice had to be done..I haven't managed to have a shower and giving Luke 5min if he is still sleeping then I will shower I to fold the washing and unpack it has to be done... floors can wait till tomorrow though...

also am stressing as I can't seem to get any milk when i pump was doing real well up till yesterday, was getting on average 75mls from both bb's up till sat, then I didn't pump as much on sun due to only hvaing the manual, pumped sun night got 120ml... picked up pump yesterday finally managed o pump in the arvie got 50ml in 10min since then though I have pumped 6 times and bairly managed to get anything the most I got was 10ml from both bb's I am drinking heaps of water probably not eating as much but is hard with luke wanting to be cuddled.. I feel like I am failing everythingn was going so well and all of a sudden its gone downhill