Becky- I know what you mean about taking yourlittle one to daycare. I went back to work about 2 weeks ago and had to put Caitlyn in daycare. I dont have any options out here - there is only one centre. I felt sooo guilty (and I still do) but I try to remember that no one I know out here has kids her age and so it will help her with social skills. She can also mimic other babies and learn from them and they can learn from her. Oh and the lonliness------you have no idea - its why I am on here so often. Gives me a chance to talk to and listen to other ladies who are going through the same thing taht I am. If I can help I am glad and I receive more help/advice/support than I give I think!
Saffi-Yes my birthday on tuesday - I am going to be 21 again! I wish! Nah I will be 31. It will also be one year since Caitlyn was conceived! She was my 30th birthday present from DH!!! He he he
Oh dinner has arrived - will check back in later!
MWAH