Yeah...I seem to find myself wanting to really excel at it though and reach incentives/targets or I kind of don't see the point in some ways...I'm a bit of an all or nothing person sometimes...
My other issues with the whole parenting thing just come from the way I was parented...thats mostly where I end up torn...mum always worked a lot and I was always determined not to be like that...I know you need a balance though and that I'm sure my kids will have their own issues with the way we do things...
I just feel uneasy at the moment - There's so many things up in the air at the moment I just feel like I don't know what decisions to make on so many levels...

Gosh.. I shouldn't be crapping on here about it...I swear I'm losing my mind...LOL!