Hi!

Tracey - Happy Due date!!!! Hope he arrives soon!!!

Nikki - Glad you guys had a great day out!! The book look has been rescheduled for a few weeks time...

Cindy - Glad you had a good time as well! It can be hard when the party bookings dry up...I'm sure you'll manage to organise some!

Yeah...my friend is waiting for a call on Mon/Tue as to when she goes into hospital for a d & c...Poor thing...she's very positive though..the bad thing is she just saw useless dr's...she had another scan yesterday at a specialised womens one and they don't even think she has a bicornuate uterus at all...also that she's actually 12w p/g but the bubbas only lived to 6w - so the dr's telling her to leave it to miscarry naturally when another dr's told her that she should have the procedure as it will be really painful and the sac is so large that it will be really difficult to pass...She has just been stuffed around no end...I really think she should make a complaint...as if it's not been traumatic enough as it is she has been given so much bad information...

As for my decision...I think I'm deciding not to make any decisions - LOL!!! I just feel so crap at the moment for some reason...I'm not excited about buying a house at all, I'm not motivated with work...I'm just all over the place...I had a great idea to rent down here and buy land up the country but everyones against it because of the risk of getting back into the property market down here in 6 years time (the time it would take to pay off the land) Urggghhh - I just hate the thought of having to wait 15-20years to do anything...I don't want to the kids to miss out on all of it and - urgghhh - see I'm rambling again because right now I have no idea what I really want...
The thought of just plodding away for soooo long seem too much...also like everyone says - work hard now and reap the benefits later - BUT - a lot of people that say that have already lived...
Because we got together so young we've been renting since we were 18 and struggling, then it was all about buying a place and I wanted to have kids - which is all fine - I don't regret anything but we haven't done the travel or even the going out, carefree lifestyle...I guess I've got to a point were I don't want to do the "right" thing - I want to do what will make us happy...but of course everyone around us will think that we're nuts and then michael won't want to do it...
It would basically mean making the decision to do what lots of people would like to do but are too scared off...Including Michael...I"M NOT - I don't give a crap if it meant the difference between having a few extra $$ in a few years...we would own land valued at least $130,000 and could then go and buy a house anyway....

Grr...it's best not to ask me any questions at the moment cos you just get a whole lot of gibberish - can you have a mid life crisis at 26??? LOL!!!! I don't know if this is just how I'm feeling anyway or if this p/g is doing my head in but I swear I'm losing my mind...

On that note - I hope you all have a great weekend...I'm doing a book look today at Lea's house and we have a birthday party tonight at a friends house...I'll probably go for a bit and then bring the kids home - Michael can stay out and get drunk...He hasn't done it in ages...then a quiet day tomorrow since the bL's been rescheduled...

Chat later! Sorry for the rant...