Hi girls I posted this last in the last thread but I want you to all see it so posting it again. Sorry I havent posted but in the past 3 days its been really rough for me and having panic attacks. I am trying to get better and reading your posts. I am seeing my GP on monday to see how Im going and trying to learn how to calm myself down its even hard for me to go out the house at the moment, I just wish it never got to this stage... but im trying to get through it.

Charli - my thoughts are with you I hope you are ok, I will give you a call this week to see how you are going, if you are not up to talking I will leave you a message...thinking of you.

Anna**- hows Xander today?? any better? hope Scotty is helping you today. OMG At someone being on your property

Helen P - hi mate how ru going today? I hope the bleeding has stopped very scarey let me know how your tests go I will be thinking of you. My Dad and Nana on his side had Bowel cancer too, I need to get myself checked out too when Im feeling better...thinking of you.

Maz - hi mate, thanks for your email how is the Elephant today? I hope your finger is ok.. you poor thing big hugs to you too.

Chrissy - OMG TTC already! wow, the thought of another bubs at the moment for me I dont think I could do it! you are very brave!

Shell - Has Ash settled now? isnt the phone annoying sometimes it always sets Julia off too, I must see if I can turn it down...

Caddie - hows Ruby now? has she been sleeping today? are you tired? big hugs..

Jodi - thanks for the chat this morning..

Will try and come back later for more personals girls. I think talking to you guys and forgeting my issues is much better as I have been wallowing and I have to snap out of it now and accept I have an issue and move on and deal with it.

Bel
xxx