Hi Girls

Thanks so much for all your posts and thanks so much Anna for calling to see how I was too. I am slowly recovering, it was such a shock to drop Julia when I tripped over, thank god Mum was here with me and we rushed to hospital and Julia got monitored for 4 hours. Thankfully no bruises and she feeded fine without throwing up and her temp was normal and she was alert. She seems fine now, I am so grateful that nothing serious occured, I am still scared to drop her again. The shock has made my depression worse so now im taking more medication so hopefully I will get better soon and have less panic attacks, sorry I havent been online or responded to anyone, I am getting better and will be more socialable soon I promise.

I want to wish everyone a Merry Xmas with there babies!!! so exciting their first Xmas!!

Helen - thanks so much for your package! I got it on Wednesday thank you so much for the cute outfit!!! and thanks for the card too thanks for being a great friend.

Bel
xxx