Yuck, I think my period is going to return soon. I've been spotting a bit. I've gotten so used to it just not being there! I thought still exclusively BFing and still getting up overnight that I wouldn't get it just yet. Hopefully it'll just stay as a spotting, what about you other BFer's? Have all yours returned?

I don't think my DF should watch 24 before coming to bed cause he had big nightmare where hes yelling out holy **** and jumping out of bed and another time I woke up to him grabbing my arm! This is the reason why we can't co-sleep ever cause he has these dreams (I'm just blaming it on 24 for last nights ones).

Anna**- I haven't started solids yet but I have let Ash suck on a piece of rock melon and water melon and she really loved it. when I took it away she got so upset!

maz- As Anna suggested could she freeze eggs? What have they said bout the radiotherapy, any chance of it affecting reproductively?

I need to find motivation somewhere, every morn I drag myself out of bed and struggle to do much at all, have no energy whatsoever!