had a lovely bath with ash, just what we both needed i think filled it up with lavender bedtime bath n just laid down with her in the bath.. its thefirst time she hasnt cried in a bath she was just staring up at me and occassionally kicking her legs under the water it was beautiful.. dps gone to his mums to print something so us girls are unwinding and its nice!
renee - dnt get me wrong i know uve had a hard time with everything but just so u know i had what alot of ppl would call a good labour n birth (certainly the ppl in my mothers group would) and there are still things i feel like a bitter old woman about!! dnt blame u for going planned c/s atleast u know whats coming that way!!
sherie - yes i think he is depressed but on a VERY selfish note i need him to support me coz i am going downhill pretty fast myself i just dnt have the energy to look after two ppl plus myself iykwim? i understand thats completely unfair of me but its just the way i feel..