wow, for some reason I am not getting the email to let me know someone has posted... Will have to check settings.

Pam: at least you try to BF more then I can say for others... Some times I hate BF 'cos its you all the time when you need to be busy getting something else done... Not easy when you have other children which want/require your attention when you are BF.
I might start expressing some soon. I have so much I look like a Pam Anderson... I could run and these puppies wouldn't move up and down.

Kate: Sorry to hear you didn't get the birth you had hope and planned for you were so orgaised with your birth plan. Did hospital staff follow any of it?? If not that would be something to bring up in your sesson. I mean why do they want us to write a birth plan if they are not going to support it???

BG: LIttle K she had off morning, but went to bed and was fine after house cleaner left. She is rather perfect compaired to other people's babies, a GF of mind had Baby 3 weeks before her and he is a nightmare up every 40minutes... Nar I am a stronge woman but I couldn't hack that. I need a least an hour in between feeds or I just get crabby...

Last night was the FIRST night Little K miss out on bath, and she knew it too. Reason DH came home had long shower then DS2 stripped of just as DH was getting out, so he left DS2 under it while he got dressed then DD wanted a shower they all used up to hot water on her.
So new rule, NO one is to have a long shower before little K's bath. After she has it spend all night in there, but not before.
I was dreading last night esp with her routine out of wack with no bath, but she only woke up for an extra dream feed at 3am then at 530am. But she had boobie for a good 30min before she went to bed, then back up twice as she just hadn't filled up on them extra few sucks... GIRLs...

Oh, me lost it yesterday with kids. What is the point of having a house cleaner only to have them come home/wake up and trash the house. So I got so crabby and mad, I made them clean it up. Did a bit of yelling at them as well, trying to make it sink in. I guess it will when their toys start make way to bin. Also a little mad a DH so I think I took it out on them which I felt so bad at afterward.
I am so over DS1 standing near kitchen gate 'cos then DS2 wants in or start winging until he gets in. he's doing it now, and I could get up and smack him bum. He just stand there swing on it some times. It there to keep them out and safe...

Well better be off sorry for rant at the end... Its a cold morning and I think I need some more wood on the fire. Will check back in later on...