today has ended a lot earlier than i expected - was feeling so low at work i ended up leaving at lunch time. my boss looked at me like a had lost my mind when i said to him i just wasn't coping, but every second call i could hear babies crying in the background, and when i explained why, he shuffled me out the door. was leaving and rang to see when DH would be home - and he was about 5 minutes away from work, so stopped in just to give me a hug before we drove home. have just arrived home and am feeling very odd. feel like i need to cry, but just can't. it's all feeling like it's stucked and i just feel sick!