Thank you for all your replies... They are very much appreciated

I have a plan of action - I am going to call my FS on Monday to make an appt. Hopefully she will have an appt sometime sooner rather than later.

I am also going to be looking for a new OB. I think I will design a list of Qs and "interview" my next OB. Heck, I'm paying him/her, why would I ues a provider that I don't get along with. Now I just need figure out how to tell DH - he thinks all Drs are gods

Starbright - I do actually like your suggestion to stop TTC, not sure if we will. I will prob do the not trying but not preventing strategy. I am worried though especially for my DH, this loss really hit home for him as he saw the heartbeat - he is quite depressed at the moment. I don't want to get his hopes up if I fall again quickly, neither to I want him reacting in a negative way.