This morning... not so great.

I keep wondering if it was something I did... the spotting I got when I reduced my prednisone dose, the bout of vomiting I had from eating something that upset my stomach - what if it really was food poisoning? The stemetil I took out of sheer desperation before I could see my GP, that I later realised was out of date. Following my GP's instructions to reduce the dose of metformin because I was eating way less than normal while I was sick... I know the insulin resistance does impact on the likelihood of miscarriage, yet I actually reduced my dose for a few days - what the hell was I thinking?!

I'm really starting to question things this morning. Both my rheumy and my FS have assured me many times over that my arthritis thing is nothing to worry about. I even specifically asked my FS yesterday if it could have caused this and he said no. But I can't help wondering... while ever we can't put a name to what this is, I can't be sure. I'm starting to doubt the Dr S plan. I've had two specialists say I've got nothing to worry about, will I just end up feeling stupid if I go that way?

I've got appointments to cancel, people to tell... and I just can't face any of it right now.

BW