polymnia- To you and your Angels Angelo and Anyone. I can only imagine how hard it has been for you these last few months.
I wish Aneirin a happy home coming.

I have a friend who is the surving boy of triplets. His mum struggled for a long time- her first born son Gordon was still born, and she was asked to make a choice in the survival of her other two sons, Brendan and John, she asked the dr's to try to save both- and they did- sadly John passed away a few weeks later and my friend Brendan is now her only living son. I didnt know her then but i know that she still thinks of her boys- and my friend says he feels them around him- and they will never be forgotten.

I think its important for you to grieve for your children- and on the days you feel sad- cry, let it all out. And hold little Aneirin tight, shower him with enough love for all of them!! Talk to him and tell him about his brother and sister and how special the are.

You will be filled with alot of emotions right now- there is no easy or right or wrong way to handle what you are going through- my advice is to just feel what you feel- and cry hard when you need to.

Take care
Love Kat