Thank you all, and I am still crying myself to sleep at night, during the day I bottle it up. I just got the house decorated, but just don't "feel" like I want to celebrate the season.
Aneirin is a bugger though, all the lil one wants, is to be fed and sleep, which is perfectly fine by me. He sleeps 6 hours through the night, which I was told to just let him as he is growing and he has been doing this while he was in the hospital, so I am not to worry. Other than that, I am a mom for Christmas, just didn't think it would be the way it turned out.
Oh Honey what you have been through is so trumatic my heart goes out to you sending you big loosing 2 angels is just so hard to deal with the emotions will run wild for a vey long time and it is something you will never get over i really hope that as time goes on that the pain of loosing your angels will ease be kind to yourself and please just let yourself cry when you need to its normal and healthy to do so my thoughts are with you.
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loosing 2 angels is just so hard to deal with the emotions will run wild for a vey long time and it is something you will never get over i really hope that as time goes on that the pain of loosing your angels will ease be kind to yourself and please just let yourself cry when you need to its normal and healthy to do so my thoughts are with you.
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