Grieving with you over the loss of Angelo and Ayone and keeping you in my prayers.
You may want to check out support groups for parents who have lost one or more out of multiples--they would really understand how you feel. Especially because it must seem that all your emotions are out of whack. On the one hand your grieve your angelbabies, but you also have the joy of having and seeing Aneirin growing bigger and stronger. Sending you a big cyberhug and please understand when I send you congrats on your Aneirin.