On the 1st july 07 i discovered i was pregnant. I was shocked but over the moon. My husband to be however wasnt. He initially told me to have an abortion because we were too young (17 for me at the time and him 20). So i stressed for a week or two until the scan and i showed him the picture, to which then he was overjoyed. At a another scan (around 8 weeks) i found i was expecting twins. So we started planning things out, i already had enough money for them both id saved up for a motorcycle but i deemed this as a greater need. I start back at college after the break and a week or two in i become sick with Pluricy which really got me down. At 10 weeks i began getting lower back pain horrid period like cramps along with a lot of blood loss. So i make my way to the hospital and they told me that i had miscarried i was devastated. My Fiance cried at first then went all cold and now says he wants to wait a lot longer to have another. I however feel so empty and a yearning that cannot be suppressed. Yet when i tell anyone they say i am too young to be thinking like this and that i shouldnt be so sad at the loss of the twins. A month later and im still heartbroken and my fiance refuses to bring the subject up. I am at a complete loss and dont know how to cope. He expects me to be over it in 5 minutes like he was but i cant.