Oh sweetheart a big to you. I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy Freddy.
Please don't bottle it all up. You don't need to be strong for anyone right now sweetie - you need time to greive. Bellybelly is a great place for you to come to talk to and get support from others who have experienced the loss of their bub. You will find your own special way of honouring Freddy too which will help you during this time.
Please take care

Tamara