My love I am so sad reading Freddy's story...

I am so relieved that yu have so much loving support around you - that helps the healing - a healing that will take time.

I found for me - and we are all different but I will share & take it on if it fits and if it doesn't let it go... I found for me that I made a decision that I would not allow my babies to be remembered with sorrow. I wanted their short lives to mean something. So I chose to go about learning the lessons that each of my Goodbye Babies taught me. I am still learning those lessons. I remember when I birthed my angel son - during that labour I laughed, I cried, I smiled, I wailed. But he taught me strength. He gave me the gift of knowing I could feel the most unimaginable (for me) pain & still live. He also gave me my intuition - or at least awakened it.

So, maybe you can find some pearl - a gift. Maybe the gift that Freddy bestowed on his parents is the deep knowing of your love. A truly precious gift...

I hope you stay with us in here & let us share your journey - you can join the Trying to Conceive After Late Loss/Stillbirth/Recurrent miscarriage thread - there are women sadly that have gone through similar to you who will welcome you with open arms. You will find the thread HERE As you are new to the site you will find it helpful to have a read of our forum guidelines. You will find them HERE

Special hugs - beautiful strong Mama that you are,..