So sorry to hear about the loss of your precious boy. Sending you lots of love sweetie.

I too felt I had to be strong for everyone but it is important to TAKE CARE OF YOU during this time. Take time to grieve, be alone, be with people, cry, scream - whatever it takes. Don't bottle your feelings up inside hon, it's so important to talk about Freddy and let family members know what you're going through so they can be supportive to you and DH.

The ladies here have helped me so much - I seriously don't know where I'd be without their love and support. I felt no-one could understand what I was going through until I found BB. Don't hesitate to write and vent as much as you like, we are all here for you.
BIG BIG to you. Please take care of yourself xx