mrs dex

wow - thankyou so much for the words of encouargment. 6 for 6 is amazing. I have nt heard of it. but then again I don't ask.

well no scan for me on Friday as I had one yesterday instead because of a scare with some bleeding and passing a some clots. Anyway, ob said to come right in and I expected to hear sad news, but instead got teh news that eveyrthing looked great and got to see the little sprite on the ultrasound screen. So amazing.

Am home on "rest" now, and it can be challenging. My mind is not active or distracted so I have more opportunity to let my thoughts get ahead of me. Mostly I am pretty good but I have my moments.

Anyway the scare yesterday was the impetus I needed to tell my BF. She said she thought something was up but we are both so sensitive to one another we don't ask. It's kind of ironic that I felt more comfortable telling her in the context of a threatened loss. But at least I don't feel like I am lying anymore. I know I am not, but it felt that way. It's sad that you BF had a BO (that sounds funny when its typed like that, I meant blighted ovum) but maybe it works for you both not to talk about it. it's pretty hard, and I DO know what you mean about getting yourself right and strong before you take on anyone else. I have learnt to put myself first when I need to. Like yesterday. I was at work and just left rather abruptly because I knew I needed to and begged of some family emergency and that I didn't know when I would be back. Pretty dramatic at the time.

I ended up telling a couple of people at work yesterday given that's where my world first stopped for a few hours yesterday, as I was probably not acting like myself at all.

I am excited for you for your appointment! I am so glad your DH is so supportive. I know somethings I mumble about mine ( usually to myself) but really he is a star. It was good for him to see some "evidence" of the sprite, rather than just having a queasy tired hungry and probably moody wife to contend with.

I am so keen to hear how your appointment with Gavin goes...... hmm I just had an interesting slip. i thought your appointment was 23 feb for a moment. That is a date of significance for me, but isn't your appointment 19 feb?

Oh well better try and get some shut eye. It just didn't really happen last night or even during m rest today, Kept getting ph calls.