So glad to see you have been back Dory

I was saying to my husband tonight " I wonder how Dory is, havent spoken to her in a few days" just before loging in,so it is great to see you have been & how you are going!

Wow, I don't think leaving a job ever sounded so complex!?! So much for you to juggle... But it clearly is the best thing for you & yours at the moment & that is the one & only thing that matters. I'm sure you will manage to keep yourself entertained & I'm really pleased to hear that you have not had any more frights! And Dory, so you should care about yourself! If work & people are draining you of your good will, cut them loose! You need your energy & care for people in your life that deserve it.

Sleepless nights sound like hard work... What is it that is keeping you from resting love?
Deprivation is horrible

Well, things are looking quite positive for us for a change. Strongest BFP's we have ever got & as strong as they possibly can get 11,12 & 13 DPO. Postive Digital 13 DPO (Measures 50+ HCG so YIPEE!) Docs visit for HCG test yesterday & urine. Doc laughed because my wee was so pathetic!?! Lol, weakest sample she had ever seen as far as she was concerned & since I was only 13 dpo, she doubted that the test would even get a positive, BUT it did, fainter than mine at home but she said between the sample & the fact that I was ony 13 DPO she thought it was very reassuring. I couldnt help myself & retested this morning & again all was fine, so I'm trying to ban myself from testing!

I really feel optimistic for a change, I told my DH today that I know I'm not 'allowed' to get excited, but for the first time I actaully feel hope. And not once have we had the chance of hope before. So, results Tuesday morning & a retest. I have everything crossed for a good HCG at least around the 50 mark & another doubled increase when we re test & get more results Thursday. Then we just need to wait it out to the 6 week mark for a scan, but I'm confident we can do it.

I feel great, I'm bouncing off the walls & I'm filled with anticipation...

I too hope you had a great Valentines Day gorgeous! Spoil yourself rotten!

I'm off to bed for a change lol, something I have seen alot of this week!

Take care, rest up & I hope you sleep blissfully xox