This is an interesting thread and right up my ally! A few years ago I had a reading which was brilliant, spot on. she said that DF and I were lovers in a past life and he had vowed to love me forever which was why, despite the problems we were having and me not wanting to be in a long term relationship at the time, he was still determined to hang on and convince me otherwise - which of course he did! He simply refused to let me go and I'm so glad now that he hung on as we are so happy and I just know we were destined to be together.

I think we all have different thoughts and beliefs and there is no right or wrong way to look at things, we all believe what we do because it is right for us and helps us through the journey of life. At this stage I'm not too sure what to think about my angel - is s/he waiting to come back to me sometime soon? I hope so! But maybe it had a greater calling, maybe it was destined for something else or maybe I just wasn't ready, I just dont know. I think I would like to have another reading done soon to see if it sheds any light on the situation. Often modern medicine doesn't give us any answers so it would be nice to get some answers somewhere, to know why my little angel wasn't destined to enter the world just yet and whether I will ever get to meet them again.

Life is hard sometimes and we all need hope and I believe that spirituality gives us this hope and gives us some answers to bring us peace. I like to think that everything happens for a reason so I trust that this difficult time is just something that I am meant to go through and that it is preparing me for whatever lies ahead. One thing is for sure, I know I will be so much more grateful when I do eventaully have a baby in my arms - I will truly feel like the luckiest woman in the world. Prior to my loss I didn't think too much about anything and just assumed that everything would be fine. Now I know how precious life is and how easily it can be taken from us. It is a tough but extremely valuable lesson to learn.

Fi