Hi Kristy lee
Sorry to hear your bad news.
You will find that you never got over it but you learn to live with it and it does get easyer as time goes by.
Men tend to do their crying away from us women, I think its a man thing. I had trouble understanding at first as I thought my DH didn't care and was unaffected by everything. But I was wrong.
The ladies here seem to know alot and normaly someone knows the answer to your question when you post or they understand your situation as they have been through it also. So feel free to post, vent, ask!!!!
Take care
Chris