I'm so sorry for your losses Meredith.

I truly hope you can get the professional medical attention you deserve. Maybe you can find a doctor who'll try some treatment. Even though you have clear tests as Flowerchild said there are conditions out there yet to be identified, and maybe some preventative blood thinners or something might help.

I'm so sorry people in your life aren't recognising the magnitude of your loss. Rest assured there is lots and lots of support and hugs for you here

Love Rozzie