Lindy, any one that has been through what you have or similar will totally understand that you cant get on with anything until the physical things clear up. Its so horrible that you have gone through all that and still having problems, it really not fair and i am very sure that all you want to do is get on with it and go and have your lovely holiday. I dont know what the answer is but you just hope and pray the Doc do, i really hope you get sorted so you can go on holiday. Big hugs to you