I hope your D&C went well. Now you need to be very, very good to yourself so you can heal physically. As to if the sadness will lift? The short answer is: yes. But the long answer is it takes time and TONS of patience and there is no time frame for when it will happen. But in a sense your loss will always be with you. There's not a day that I don't think about the ones I lost, but it's not brooding or despairing. It's just that miscarriage is such a major event that it does change you forever. But not necessarily for the worse. I'm keeping you in my prayers.