Yeah, lulu... glad to know I'm not the only door slammer here! Athough there are still doors left to be slammed, I am telling myself that I should control my anger... Apparently, when I am upset, DD feels tensed too. And because of the bad effects of my temper... I will stop being so silly... instead I could slam doors when she's not around (well, don't think this is happening any time soon so guess I'll have to forget this habit of mine) I'll share with you if I find some other ways of throwing my anger at!

Being a mom is not an easy task because I can't no longer do what I want without thinking the consequences. I enjoy motherhood because it has made me more mature. At the same time, it has given me many lessons.

1 more month till I see the paed! I can't wait till these days go by so I can stop worrying. I'll keep you all updated as soon as I see the paed. It could very well be nothing, but it's best to get it checked out!

LimeSlice, DD's cross eyes seem to get better. They are not so great only when she's staring at an object closely. I am not so worried about this right now because I know that most babies do go through this stage and they might just grow out of it when they learn how to coordinate their eye/hand movements... So, hurray for the cross eyes!

I feel so great being able to express my feelings in BB especially when most of the members are in the same boat (mothers). I think I should make DH read some of the posts, that way, it might give him an insight of motherhood and the things we go through!