Awwww Mel I hear you. When I think of having a third I know that I never will but I just get that sad feeling too and just want to experience birth and know that I never will. You though my love, will have more babies, and can have a VBA2C. You did everything you could, I know you forget, and I do too, but we did everything hun - these babies are just stubborn little things and we will get to a point where we accept it..... I think..... Bah - who am I to give advice when I should be taking it. You know Im with you though hun.